mASF post by "Pretty Toney"
posted on: mASF forum: General Discussion newsgroup, August 8, 2005

Alright so theres this girl who I HAVE had mad oneitiswith,(now I
def know it probably wont happen, but still wouldn't mind it
happening, but she's not going to be ruining any of my plans thats
for sure) we've had some kinda on off type status...but our
relationship is pretty much based on the friend/more than friend
struggle. For the last couple of months I've just said fuck it and
boycotted her pretty much. Every now and then I'll get a phone call
or IM or somethin.
So lately I've been reading on here, and I'd have to say my
attitude has made a turnaround to say the least. And after reading
the "Law of Attatchment" post I've been thinking of calling her and
saying "I'm wrong for taking everything so personal/seriously, you
have tried but I just have had such a mindset of what should be
rather than what is, maybe if we run into each other we can hang
out and if something happens, it happens, but I'm not going to
stress it".
(should I re-word, or say something different even?)

I try to call her, she changed her number. So I IM her saying to call
me sometime because I have to tell her something. She keeps
bugging me to tell her then. I fuck with her for a bit, saying "I cant
tell you here, they're listening." Then I tell her I'm kidding and that
I'll explain later. She still insists on calling me then but I refuse
saying I gotta go to work. So she asks me what time I get off. I say
ehh most of the time 11.
So I come home from work at 10, kinda tired so I pass out at
10:30. This morning I wake up and look at my phone.......She
called at 11:01 haha. Exactly a min after I said I get out. She left a
voicemail saying to call her back, which I was planning on doing.
Now I'm thinking maybe I'll wait another day or two. What do you
guys think?